-kenneth's-

eOy

2005-10-07T19:33:00.000-07:00

*hi diary`
i havent posted for lyke, foreva ya.

i noe tis is totalli der wrong tyme to post.
i totalli screwed up in geog todae man.
der damn thing is. . . it was MCQ dat was screwed.
i don wanna sae anythin lar.

anywae, ytd life sc were alrite xcept section B.
wakaoz. english was gud. hehe..

okae. i shud be studyin history now. but i don care.
its police show last ep. watchin. *nah.parents don care too*

YEAH. IM GONNA PASS HISTORY//PHYSICAL SCIENCE//CHINESE//MATHS//LITERATURE

tzilai.

17o9o5

2005-09-17T11:50:00.000-07:00

lol.
hi. tis is probably my last tyme bloggin til xams are over/
cos my parents don wan me fail. obvious.

anywae, its der end of first wk of term 3. sibei sian can..
fridae was alrite, cos oni got pe, eng n art.
art must do final yr thing.
played soccer for pe. haha. freak goal.
den was ncc land. don wan talk bout it.

so todae.
i went mornin go eat breakfast, den go pray in temple la.
damn stupid can. tis year pray at least 10 over tymes.
not lyke it helps my grades >.<"
sorri la ah ma. not lyke i blame u la, but..

4pm got tuition. den aft dat i go swim den watch t.v. .
den slp.

oh ya. mondae is outram mach.
hope i play and help team win.

argh.
daddy come home.buaix buaix.

kenneth

o7o9o5

2005-09-06T11:04:00.000-07:00

cos shes bitter sweet,
she knocks me off my feet.
and i kip comin back for more.
shes just the gerl im lookin for.

lurvve tis song.

anywaes.
tis holidaes is quite okae i guess.

for me, its pretty much been the same thing evrydae.

i haf been playin and slackin as far as i noe.
yea. i gotta buck up.

US Open is on tv.
go agassi, old-but-good champ!!

shit. i wanna watch sa eh hou kia (3 good people ) in the movies.
but i cant go out.

argh - tis post is sibei short. cos nothing much has happened.

kenneth

common test 3

2005-08-28T00:00:00.000-07:00

wth.
the results came earlier than expected, and im so freakin murdered.
of all tyme, it had to come on fridae; 26o8o5.

dat is lyke, a fridae. oh c'mon teacher.
where got ppl giv out paper on fridae der?

shit.

i did badly.

here r my results if u wanna laugh at me.
`(good->bad)_*

art : 89
english : 77
history : 76
literature : 68
chinese : 63
physical sc. : 60
maths : 58
geography : 44
life sc. : 32

life science: 32.
nope. not a typo error. lowest in class :'d

geography: 44
i was dat damn close. but the 6 mark question finished me. i hit the big three.

maths: 58
sad la. nvr study. father angriest wiv tis result.

phy sc: 60
okae. i was quite happy wiv tis one. COS I PASSED. IN UR FACE, VIJAY.

chinese: 63
damn disappointed at first. but when i found out many ppl did worst, i happy liao.

literature: 68
not bad for me. actual mark was my normal mark, 17/25. some more i was sick on dat dae rmb.

the rest was okay lah.
total avrg - 63.
decrease by 1 mark frm last term.

okae. im screwed.

[[*kenneth`]]

17o6o5

2005-08-17T19:30:00.000-07:00

life science.
i missed the whole of CT3 life sc.

wtf.
i had 39*C fevers plus fukin dizziness shit since start of c.t.
so i decided to go to doc ryte. .
den i had m.c. for one dae.
and dat dae is life sc and literature/

so it was 11am lyke dat and i was at home dyin.
suddenly i got sms dat u CANT TAKE AN EXAM AT A LATER DATE.
i got so frikin worried and sick.
rushed to sku for lit.

dint realli do much for lit. wrote oni 1.5 page.
couldnt even concentrate and i was fainting..

shit. ct3 is failure.

gotta at least pass p.sci and hist tmr.

byebye.

11o8o5

2005-08-11T20:15:00.000-07:00

hi.

aiya long tyme nvr blog le.
sianz. .

anywaes tis wk was gud baby.
haha.
so we had ndp celebrations on mon.
rawks totalli..
dere was tis part of the show ryte, when the sword-of-honour for band marched onto the stage and he forgot to lyke, STEP BACK BEFORE DRAWIN' THE SWORD OUT. .so he was lyke, too close to der guest-of-honour. . not gonna sae anymore.

nxt 2 daes were holidaes!
---i was at yishun---
*salute* proud to be s'porean baby.

heehee.

anywaes todae was kinda cool man.
maths - sit down listen to teacher talk for 1 hr
geog - sit down listen to teacher talk for 1 hr
recess - sit down listen to friends talk for 40 mins (+soccer)
eng - sit down listen to teacher talk for 40 mins
chinese - sit down listen to teacher talk for 1 hr
phy.sc - sit down listen to teacher talk for 40 mins
HISTORY - SOME PPLE WENT FOR OMIMAX SHIT. REST OF US IN CLASS PLAYIN BALL. SHIOK BO. 40 MINS.
pc - sit down listen to prefects talk for 20 mins

yea. u figured which was my favourite period.

orh. mondae is start of xams.
geog*eng
must pass geog mann . . sick of seein emilyong in remedial. 2 tymes ler.

haiz. go study liao. :P
come back 12 mins later.

signin out,
kenneth

o5o8o5

2005-08-05T04:34:00.000-07:00

haiz.

anyone got see my maths//geog books?
kaoz. . i forgot where izit le. .
so ex mann * how to buy lorr??

siao.

todae was kinda sianz la.
ncc jus learn how to march. .nice!!
but p.t. was jus crap man.

nvm.

den went home wiv some ppl la.
reach mrt. whole way frm mrt to home, evrybodi sao xiang and stuff. its lyke, damn cool man.
i reached my block n i saw my mother n sis burnin oso.
so i helped. lolz.

jus realised chek guei started lor. pai pai. .

if u see my book, pls tell me which fucking bastard stole it.

kenneth

o2o8o5

2005-08-02T05:44:00.000-07:00

yo`

russell peters is sibei ho chio lorr!!
his accent rawks kae.

joel. . i finally understand ur jokes dude.

anywaes todae sucked.
i cant even rmb wad i did.

shit. sorri i cant blog`.

kenneth- argh.

27o6o5

2005-07-27T18:13:00.000-07:00

fuck.

oni word i can tink off.
wtf happened?

[imt: score 6cm and below 2 out of 4 tries ^pass^]

result: 6.4 // 4.8 // 6.7 // 6.1cm

bullshit.
0.1cm.

haha. i kip mockin my fuckface.

wad exactly did i do wrong?
god. . tell me leh.

cos i thot i deserved at least a pass.

and der fact yu xuan got marksman. . .
makes me feel pissed and sad.

cant take it no more.

kenneth. (r_I_p)

25o7o5

2005-07-25T04:49:00.000-07:00

wake me up when september ends.

Here comes the rain again,
falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
becoming who we are.
As my memory rests,
but never forgets what I lost.

________________________________

yo¬

diary: 25o6o5; Monday
wo ze me zhuo, ni dou ju jue.

chapel: talkin bout tis guy called david.
reminds of song "who's david" by busted.
haha. lions mann.
discipline gUy talked bout problems in sch.
*gulps*

geog: i did not fall asleep. some nice topics bout population.
birth rate increase must make der contraseptives free.
contraseptives = condom.

recess: play~

history: teacher donno die until where.

life sc prac: lame la. talkin shit mann ali.
dere was tis guy last tyme is acs[i] one.
he sae dr. ong was frm R.I. he hates him.

phys. sc: cool. keefe and aloysius frm 1.4.
they go and on der fire extinguisher :D
pro-ded sia. nice one. eyes so pain now.

eng: teacher donno die until where.

waterpolo: nice but den i tink der coach
doesnt care bout me lorr :X

7.40pm: tonG xIn yUaN is crap show.

tmr: science remedial aft sku. project presentation.
wed: imt test. damnit.

erm. . dats it norh. sorri la no tyme to write.

signin' out.
kenneth

22o6o5

2005-07-22T19:14:00.000-07:00

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

***goodbye my lover***
james blunt

20o6o5

2005-07-20T06:18:00.000-07:00

yo pple-

hows things goin for evryone?
haha.
wadeva u sae,
life's lyk tat la.

lols!
lame.

anywaes. .
erm todae we went to macritchie for tis blardie 4.8km run.
oohhh. slackerz! hmm. .

den went back to sku!

plae soccer in water pitch. heehee.
so had ting xie nxt. surefail lorr.
at least i help shawn by sms him der ans. >.<

nxt was crap lesson.

literature rox! 2 daes teacher nvr come ler! hallegulah man.
wadeva man.

oh shit. tmr is chinese oral. zhe pai si liao.

aiya. enuff bout lame sku man. .

_________________________________________________

hey yinzation, pls don be worried or wadeva.
wad is urs will be urs. XD

okae la. tyme to go ler.
bbyez.

signin' out wiv love,
kenneth

gunz

2005-07-15T05:24:00.000-07:00

yo.

im not postin' regular lyk last tyme le.
tis is gettin' borin'. .

deres tis game gunzonline.
hav been playin it. now lvl 7!
hmm. .

yupps. .

{todae}
went to sku.
got art. den yu xuan hurt rafael wiv eraser.
~recess~
talk bout PE crap. . .
~recess~
english la. -lame-
odessey of the mind. we join 1.12 for dat lorr. boring shit.

den i went for waterpolo! dint wanna go ncc.
so we were lyk, preparin to face outram sec.
we played wiv sec twos man!
damn tiring swimmin up and down lor.

but den i scored the nicest goal lor. {to me}
durin third quarter ryte, we counter attack the ball.
so i swim and shrugged off my marker.
so den it was 2v1 against them.
"Gentle Giant" passed a pro pass to me.
i pick up the ball and threaten.
no way against the frikin pro keeper one.
den i rmb abt the dirtiest trick in the book.
*** ^^^ LOB ^^^ ***
deftly. he was beaten. i rule.

signin out -
kenneth

11o6o5

2005-07-11T22:16:00.000-07:00

`hi diary*
ya la i noe la. never blog for veri long ler la.
realli no mood. no tyme.

todae i finally ryte something la kae?
ya la, so todae it started wiv lyke, chapel lorr.
so go dere and worship the god or wadeva la.

den come back for geography class.
sIaNz. but i listen la. *cant fail 3rd tyme
the class was so frikin quiet ler la, but geog teacher still scold us.
she dismissed us 20s aft. bell den smirk XD
20s. bitch.

so lyke it was recess and we played bball todae.
kinda mafan cos too many pple le lor. lOll.
hmm. . yea. den my leg suddenly bleed worx. sianz.

rushed back to history class.
did tis lame shit bout golden age.
and den ryan was sent out. heehee. 2nd time.

so it was lyk life sc prac. aft dat la.
marshal gave me a new lab coat.
lolz.
crap lesson. .

physical science. argh!
got into the frikin remedial. again. -.-
ka ni na. wtf is wrong wiv my science.
it jus suks a little rite..

last lesson was the nicest.
english. teacher not in class.
riot.
evrybodi siao liao lorr.
throw things and laugh lyke mad seh.
fun lor. XD

kae la. . den decided to go for 3rd lang instead of polo.
3rd lang kinda suked.
went home lorr.

_____________________________________
"before you borrow money from a friend, decide which you need more"

o1o7o5

2005-07-01T05:24:00.000-07:00

^yo`

todae was "wear - ur - own - clothes" dae.
cos its youth dae nxt wk and sku wans to giv us fresh surprise.
so i wore some nice t shirt and 3/4 pants lorr.
had to donate some money for charity.
gave 25 cents. *gulps*

hmm. .

and todae was st john's dae oso. sux lorr. .

den it was art. look at some dumb pictures.
den it was p.e. . alwyn cud not hit the damn mini tennis ball!
den recess lor. .
den engrish. ryte a damn letter.
den was enrichment. oM. lame.

finally was ncc land. woohoo.
went to safra ; yishun to practice i.m.t test.
the shootin ranges were fukin' Co.OL lorr!!
its lyke, some computerized thing. . .
and i failed. evrybody did. wellz. .

yupps. and ryte now deres the wimbledon finals.
federer's gonna win hahahha. .

is war of the worlds nice?
tinkin of watchin it on youth dae.
yea.

____________________________________________

"every stranger is a friend you haven't met."

god sux

2005-06-28T00:00:00.000-07:00

from this day on, i will hate Rafael and especially God. They both betrayed me.
HOLY SHIT, God, u are fake.
GOD HATES ME. HE PICKS ON ME. HE JINXES ME.

from now on, i will pretend i never heard of YOU.

i hate god. why did he have to do tat to me? why?

i refuse to believe it, but God did me wrong.

from now on, i will pretend YOU didnt even exist in this world u claim u made.

God deceived me. . .

*sob*

26o6o5

2005-06-26T18:26:00.000-07:00

~hi diary. .

1 dae to sku * 3 daes to bdae
born on the wrong dae. .
time realli passes quick__

feel lyke quittin 3rd lang.
but parents insist dat malay is sibei zhong yao der. .
so bo pian lor. now i mon,wed,thurs,fri all stayback.
haiss.

now, as i reflect 1 yr dat has passed. .
i was forever complainin in primary sku. .
now i realise how free i was then.

rafael nadal // tim henman out of wimbedon ler!
looks lyke federer gonna win again.
hey. .maria sharapova grunts as loud as polis siren.
lolz.

yeah man! san antonio are nba champs again.
detroit tried larr, but in the end even defence cud not save em.

gotta go pack bag ler. .
haiss. .wads dere to pack anyways?
i nvr even take out anythin since start of hols. .

_____________________________________________

signin out* hais,
kenneth

poem

2005-06-21T18:36:00.000-07:00

I love you so much,
I will never lie,
And just so you know,
It would kill me to hear you say goodbye.

I never want to hurt you,
Or be the one to make you sad,
I promise you this,
You're definitely not a fad.

I never want to lose you,
I love you with all my heart,
I wish we could stay together,
And never be apart.

Please, Never hate me,
And For all these stupid cuts,
I regret doing each one,
I know you must think I'm nuts.

I know that I'm not worthy,
Or perfect enough for you,
But if you ever gave me a chance,
You'd see my heart is true.

22o6o5

2005-06-21T18:09:00.000-07:00

hi diary. .
hows life?

if i nvr count wrongly, 5 more daes until holidae is overr//. .
if i nvr count wrongly, i havent touch the homework yet. (tis one confirm count correctly}

what happened to me?
i last tyme veri hardworkin' der leh. .
then now. .
haiz. .

i tink i better start pullin' my socks up seh. .
daddy told me todae. .he has no business or what to pass to me. .
he said dat i hav to work hard now, jiang lai den can find a career. .

haiz. . life is lyke tat. u don get evrythin' dat u wan.
i spent ytd nite on der bed reflecting on my whole damn lyfe. .
___________________________________________________________

"Love is like a butterfly, hold it to tight it'll crush, hold it too loose it'll fly."

liu ce cai hong

2005-06-19T20:59:00.000-07:00

yo.
kenneth, hows life?

10 daes to bdae. .
daddy not gonna buy anythin' . .
cox he kena summon [booked] by polis ytd.
sianz. . 50 dollar lyke tat fly away ler. .
givin it to mummy to buy 4d better lorr. .

hmph. . last wk of hols ler. .
wtf happen to our class chalet thing?
still hav homEwoRk in my bag. .
trainin evrydae`. .
holidae is shit.

tis is life.
life is lyke tis.

my bdae gift on 290692 is a trip back to sku.
perfect gift.

haha. . read bout tis gerl hu pose naked for her blog. .
hmm . .maybe i cud try it. .
>.<@ oh yea. . i hav no digital cam. XD

haiz. .

listenin' to ocean's liu se cai hong.
if life cud be as a simple as havin a rainbow aft evry rain. .
songs. will always be. songs.

no more energy to post any longer. .

signin` out wiv head on e frikin' table,
{-tzilaixXx-}

birthdae

2005-06-15T21:49:00.000-07:00

birthday wishes ; if oni i had. . .

^happiness for evryone [can u buy it]

`for the world to be equal and peaceful.

-everlastin' love n peace. . .and tv.

#ur thoughts, not ur gifts.

don be surprised. i don nid anythin'. evrythin' dat i wan is rite here. (=

{-tzilaixXx-}

15o6o5

2005-06-14T22:59:00.000-07:00

painful dreams in my head evrynite.
only the one can provide me the light.
our future was there, so bright. .
until 19th may, when our love died.

hmm. .
yo.
hows life?

watch mr n mrs smith todae. hmm..nice! alot of action n funny scenes inside der. . yeah!
haha.

i came home at 6.20 leh. . fukin' bus take so long lorr. . heng father come home at 6.25.
sibei sianz arh tis hols.
i feel lyke goin' back to sku.
many ppl hav been avoidin' me. . msn. . haiz. .

yOuFu nice seh. .hmm. .idiot lar der jialing. . ren jia zhu ka li ji der you se mer bu hao??
then haha. . the dan xiao gui sibei funny. . hossanne leong rite. .got see when he fight tat tyme? hmm. .

wads wrong wiv my tagboard? pls help. .
one more thing. don avoid me. im here.
k la. .i gotta read my nice "the da vinci code" book. .hmm. .thick one kae. .
before i sign out, another short poem. .

i wanna stick wiv you like glue,
whether ur happy or feeling blue. .
from the time i first said hi,
until the time when i have to say bye.

signin out wiv love,
kenneth.

12o6o5

2005-06-11T21:01:00.000-07:00

hi. zi lai here. heres another poem.

evrynite when i sleep on my bed,
my eyes would turn red.
the thing tat u once did,
which make my heart bleed.

remember the month of may,
when i came to ur house one day.
holding the ring i asked, "if i may"
without looking u walked away.

shattered heart i had then,
i tried forgetting u as hard as i can.
but evry now and then,
in my heart u still remained.

what am i supposed to do,
to reunited the love of me and u?
wheres the love we once shared,
from the first day that we met?

u took my lifelong trust,
and treated it as dust,
19th of May,
never will i forget this day...

yeah..nice? haha. okaes.. i pray hard for her to return. jokin.
ytd i was sibei heng lorr.
went to whampoe hawker to eat.. brought handphone along wiv me.
then went home..watch last episode of 9pm show. finish le, bathe.
bathe finish tat tyme, sense my handphone missing!
oops. my fathermother scold me n bring me back to whampoe. ask here ask dere cant find.
fathermother continue hoot me lorr. i cried n went home. dejectedly, i sat on e sofa and tinked hard.
i was damn tired n angry. so i knocked my head on the sofa. >.<"
suddenly a phone made up of hand dropped on the floor. MY HANDPhONE!
then i rmb. i put it dere when i was watching show. -.-"
happy lyke siao.
thks god.

o8o6o5

2005-06-07T23:54:00.000-07:00

haiz..
its been 3 daes since i last posted.
but i still got nothin' to post. so..i will write u a poem!! [ don -.-" me la ]

These few days I have not seen you,
I just sit down in the house nothing to do.
I hate going to school,
And I like blue.

tadah! like it? nvm, now tat u noe my english rox, let me write about friendship. Are you tired of all those "frienship" poems that always sound good but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a "friendship" poem that really speaks to true friendship and truth itself.

My friend...

1. When you are blue, I'll dislodge whatever is choking you.
2. When you smile, I'll know you finally got laid.
3. When you are scared, I will rag you about it every chance I get.
4. When you are worried, I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it can be and to quit whining.
5. When you are confused, I will use little words to explain it to your sorry ass.
6. When you are sick, stay away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have.
7. When you fall, I will point and laugh at your sorry ass.
8. When you are sad, I will get you drunk and help you plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad.

This is my oath, I pledge till the end. Why you may ask? Because you're my friend. Send this poem to ten of your closest friends and get depressed because you realize you only have 2 friends, and one of them is not speaking to you right now anyway.

liked it? haha..its lame la..but at least i said something. k REAL friends, going now, byez

signing out,
tzilai

o5o6o5

2005-06-04T18:10:00.000-07:00

hi zi lai here again`

week 2 of holiday le..wonder how long more until back to sku. haiz..
still got abit h/w to do..but don care it lor. don feel lyke doing la.

friday
went keefe hse plus smu.

wah lan eh..keefe hav -psp- sia! at first i oso don belived de..wait i see le..i shocked mann..plae alot.. then eat lunch at kfc :)
guess hu paid? keefe. lolx..bef we went thomson plaza eat, keefe mother ask him whether money enuff anot. of course keefe say NOT enough la.. instantly mother giv ^$50^ ..siao

k..then plae some more [i was hooked on psp whole time]. then we took taxi to smu. guess hu paid the $6? correct, keefe! too bad la..me, gab n shawn no money de.. so we were at tis smu place. we met some old frens, lyke max n jin kiat. we played wiv some nanyang ppl. then when we finish, tim chua came lolz. saw national sprinter u.k. shyam at smu too.

k la..don wan post too much.

signing out,
tzilai.

post-18

2005-06-02T16:24:00.000-07:00

holidaes sibei sianz..
evrydae waterpolo until my leg break le (T.T")
plus homework so alot until i kinda luv sku. lol.
went library ytd. o.O" bo pian la, u tink i wan one meh? go dere to borrow book do book review. i choose veri careful one leh...behind book must hav a summary then i take. >:) never judge a book by its cover, but by its backside. rofl.

tis is e most borin' hols for me sia.
see evrybodi so rich.. go out - buy stuff - go overseas - i can oni cry..
wad to do? hu call my results so badd..
i must study hard nxt term n improve my score. then at least december can hav a betta holiday.

for now..letz push on k?

signing out wiv pen half broke,
{-tzilaixXx-}

2005-05-29T17:34:00.000-07:00

2005-05-29T08:54:00.000-07:00

long tyme nvr post le.. cos scared to use com too long.

its the june hols le..but someone isnt tat happy. its me la [ in case ur imagination run somewhere else ]. "Holidays is supposed to be a time of celebration and play and time to get together as a family." isnt tis the motto?

but then daddy must come and destroy lor. cannot play. cannot go out. "wtf is holiday for then?" [ me ]
"du shu" [daddy] T_T
"po huai jia ting de papa" [ me ]
"na teng tiao lai" [daddy]

k la..enuff bout daddy. isnt tis blog suppose to be abt me? *haolian*
oi ppl, i cre8 friendster acc le. must accept me. i hav to beat some ppl in terms of no. of frens. rofl.

wah! my father leave hse le..try n sneak n go out. bye bye..

-liverpool-

2005-05-26T22:17:00.000-07:00

you-will-never-walk-alone`

how i will rmb tis words. liverpool fc hav beaten ac milan. how the hell did they manage to come back frm 3 goals down in e 1st half to win in penalty shootouts 3-2? tis, cant be xplained by science or fiction, but by your desire.

milan [ i will not sae ac, cos..ac stands for..yeah, u noe.. ] gave liverpool the worse punishment for a first half. 1st minute. 'n' Maldini had alredy scored. tis gave evryone around the globe supportin' Liverpool a huge blow. 2 more killer shots frm the experienced Crespo left Liverpool half-dead at the half.

but miracles do happen. salute the man. rafael benitez. he made it all happen. it started with gerrard. ended with dudek, hu silenced the critics with his never-seen-before performance. in the end, liverpool were crowned Champions of Europe. Rightfully so.

Tis epic tells us tat if u hav the belief in urself, u can acheive wad u set out to do.

lolz..jus tryin' luck at being politician nxt time. by the way, todae was a nice day. we played "heart attack" in class..nice nice. aft dat, maths teacher gave us her handphone no. happy. XD then later we received our report cards. ok la..my avrg score 66. - so happens my class is 1.6 -.-polo was nice mann! the coach nvr come, so got some sec2-3 bois help us. so slack and fun.
k la..gtg le..rmb tis sentence.

= YOU WILL NEVER WALK ALONE =
When you walk through a storm, hold your head up high. And don't be afraid of the dark. At the end of the storm, There's a golden sky. And the sweet silver song of a lark. Walk on through the wind. Walk on through the rain. Though your dreams. Be tossed and blown. Walk on walk on. With hope in your heartsI And you'll never walk alone. You'll never walk alone. Walk on walk on. . .

study for wad?

2005-05-22T23:05:00.000-07:00

long tyme nvr post..noe why? obvious..ct2 results lor..

here r my results {if u to prove ur parents u r not lowest in class..}

[ bestest to lowerest ] = [ upon 100percent ]
english - 84
history - 80
literature - 76
high chinese - 74
art - 68
life science - 55
maths - 50 (lucky teacher gimme 1 extra mark outta pity)
physical science - 46 ^theres a first for evrythin'..includin' fails^
geograpphy - 46 *yawn* *again fail"

hahaz..see tat? wads the point of studyin' if all u get is a 64% avrg score? lolz..tried to keep it frm dad cos of ncc camp but in e end, in spite of his senile, he still rmb. overall ok la, but my father didnt tink so. so tio cane lor. caning evry yr makes me sian..not so pain nowadays..but guess so long as hes happy n im not, EVERYONE is HAPPY. lame.

the camp was nice. free air-con, free food, free water.

tinkin' of quittin' polo..wastin' my time. hols must train. term 3 train on 1, 4, 5. plus 3rd lang on mondae/ wednesday n ncc on friday. gonna fail again in term 3. gonna be "hi remedial" time. shit.

life sux. i hate myself more and more.

gtg le..study geograpphy. hope i don fail it nxt term. again. or else i gotta keep meetin' emily ong until 1 day i grow taller than her.

byez

may19

2005-05-19T21:25:00.000-07:00

hiz.
todae was disappointin' mann..feel lyke shit now..
jus came back frm water polo, which i was easily the lousiest playa dere.
i couldnt even shoot ball properly. somemore got trainin' in June hols man! wtf wtf wtf..not gonna help lar..wad Russian Dynamo Water Polo Club helpin' us? wad kinda shit is tis? plus my father come 1 1/2 hrs late to pick me!! wah kao..i go hme 8plus. shit.
jus in e mornin' i got my first eva prefect booking for bring food out of canteen. --.--" pls lorz..wtf is wrong wiv tat?? but nvm lar..nxt tyme bring food be more alert lor..wad to do?
then found out tmr got ncc camp. overnight. sleepover. shit mann, my beret havent even season!! deadman.. oni gd news is tmr exams come out, so delay abit lar..hahahahha..
k la..cos of father..todae cant sae too much..must pack my ncc things le..byez..

may18

2005-05-18T06:35:00.000-07:00

-yo-mr-diary-

hahaz..todae shiok la..holiday, cos sch win too many awards --.--" mornin' i go back wiv "old" frends to acjs.. becos of tis, i wake up at 7.30 leh.. k then i walk to sch.(miss old feelin' mah) then at sch, so suay..now got 2 malay security guards bao shou le..so must sign evrythin and get visitor pass.

then we go plae soccer at track..now got 1 goalpost le..but then we plae durin' their recess tyme, then my 3.8 teacher mr jeremiah come n scold us. bad example..scared pupil fall sick..all these. in the end, saw mr tok, shen lao shi(her hair change le_lol_) and chew. plae soccer at basketball court at CC in e end.. -.-"

later must go 3rd lang. (sorri lin, ian, kenric, ryan)

then come back, tv..get real got lesbian, 9 o clock show.

tats bout it. 2 more daes till results.
byez

fathers

2005-05-16T22:02:00.000-07:00

-hi-diary-
tis is {tzilaixXx} again..4 daes nvr blog le..hows life?

father (oso can call- dad, daddy, pop, mother son, "other" Father?) is veri ngeow, "jie sen-jie sen" but he surprise u once in a while (or lyke father sae, once in a blue moon). 2 daes ago, he redeemed frm Caltex Station(Cheapest Gas_) a 4000pts, 256mb Creative Muvo. o.O" [father sae $4000 mp3 --.--"] see see, fathers r gd sometymes rite...wait until nxt wk exams come back...

over

2005-05-13T23:24:00.000-07:00

-dear¬diary-

okok..e exams r overr..but so am i la..u don rejoice if u find out exams results are goin' to be xuan bu (sorri, cant find english word_) nxt wk.. now i betta go 'n' enjoy a lil' bitta' lif3 b4 its too late. =)

todae last dae was literature and maths sia..and i thought it is easy lahz..not like science, hard until no one wan study science le.. literature i wrote 4 pages sia! maths i oni nvr do 2 questions! not lyke science, nvr do 8. lolz..

when paper finish liao, evrybodi all siao liao arh! lolz..even skool cleaner like rejoice sia..?? then suddenly, keefe decided not 2 go to acjs, go his hse..(sorri hor lin) got gabriel, amos, chay, timlim, ling and me.. (sorri again lin)..then we go keefe hse..n when u go to such a big hse with so many thingz..hard to stop playin'..lolz..plae until 8 o clock, i earliest leave, cos must go hawker centre eat with family.

others left at 10 plus lor! k lar..i tired liao lar..tmr still must plae..6 more daes..

{exams}

2005-05-10T17:23:00.000-07:00

-hi diary-

todae shitted(if got such wordie_)..enggrish paperz..anyhow whack lar..in the end gonna fail le..*sob*

huggies, then_

history paperz..stage fright lar..han wudi?? ai yoh..siao cha cha here n dere *lolz*..

(then found out watch lost..again) *sob*

go lifescience (& biology..."waH") ReMedIaL..1st tymes..bef exams tmr, but fukin' teacher ali-shit see me not happee.. so cancel..haiz..tmr still wu life bo?

cham si..then later someone go and scold me..then leave me with yu xuan..ki siao! borrow $9..tmr return..

no brain, no money, no friend, at least i haf my diary =)

hairstyle, history

2005-05-07T22:26:00.000-07:00

the last few daes i haf made a new hairstyle..the davidbeckham one. veri nice combine style. show u on monday k?

hahaha..btw, exams r startin' in 2 daes time!!! gd news is, without the disturbing of bad friends, i actualli studied for history..and i even dare to say tat i will not ever fail tuesday's history. full stop.

nxt is i wud like to recommand you and me by lifehouse to all those tat luv music. it rox like shit sia. {like mr lonely lolz} anywayz, when is cai yi lin album coming out? someone haf to beat f.i.r in album chart. lolz!

lifehouse: you&me
what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwardsyou got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right
you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

bad friends

2005-05-07T21:10:00.000-07:00

shit..how am i gonna pay back 12 dollars to Ian Loke? i borrowed tat sum of money on friday..now i cant pay back..i wish i hadnt met tat fren in my life..he cause me pain and sorrow..

i haf got common tests nxt wk..not confident..nvr study becos of ian and frens. i oni haf my current smartness (which is last yr's) to help me pass history and english, which is 1st dae. Gonna be history le..

tis is wad peer pressure can do. u haf been warned.

2005-05-05T05:58:00.000-07:00

dear diary-
haf to do well in exams nxt wk. pls give me all the support. i need them. no time alredy.haf to watch 9 o clock show. bye.

regards (to those hu actualli see my blog),
{tzilaixXx} kenneth (lai&lai)

3/5/2005

2005-05-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

hi diary! todae wasnt the best dae lar. the feeeling wasnt even there man...i was down with *cough*. 1st time i got sick since p2, when i broke my *cough* arm. U r not gonna belive wad happen nxt. I *cough* hell kena scolded by the *cough* black nigga vijay. reason: saying siao in class. wah piang eh..*cough* *cough* ...i say siao nia rite..tat black-skin realli siao arh!

Nxt was my yan jiang. busy studyin' for exams nxt wk (-r-i-g-h-t...), i forgot to learn my yan jiang(oral speaking-chinese). i *cough* , then i panic la. bo pian liao hor, i anyhow take lian he zaobao frm boarding sch. i close my eyes, long cham pas liao hor, then drop paper. i see front page about former president Wee passing away (not die hor, passing away). as the rest of pgs fly away, i no choice le..so i said it.

gd thing rite, while i was speaking, i suddenly felt it mann..president could be me nxt time! so i anyhow whack le, saying all my qualities as gd things 'bout Mr Wee.(no offence) In the end, teacher even sae i gd leh. thanks.

K, I gotta continue studying (r-i-g-h-t...) for test. bb friends.

regards,
kenneth

Pick-up lines and their replies

2005-05-02T00:08:00.000-07:00

1. I KNOW how to please a woman.
Then please leave me alone.
2. I want to give myself to you
Sorri, I don accept cheap gifts.
3. I can tell tat you want me.
Yes, I want you to leave.
4. Hey baby, wads ur sign?
Do not enter.
5. I'd go through anything for you.
Let's start with ur bank account.
6. May I haf the last dance?
You jus had it.
7. Your place or mine?
Both. You go to ur place, I go to mine.
8. Your body is like a temple.
Sorry, there are no services todae.
9. Is tis seat empty?
Yes, and this one will be too if u sit down.
10. Wads it like being the most beautiful girl in the world?
Wads it like being the biggest liar in the world?
11. Haven't I seen you someplace before?
Yeah, tats why I dont go there anymore.

Hope u luv them,
{-tzilaixXx-}

may day

2005-05-01T16:30:00.000-07:00

First of all, i wan to thk all of the workers and employees for working all ur hearts out tis whole yr from may 04 to may 05. May u enjoy tis well-deserved break by having a drink or quality time with ur family. We understand tat even the cleaner from our sch is human and tat she needs a time to rest and reflect on wad she has achieved from her fruitful labour.

Next although its labour dae and not youth dae, I wud like to congratulate myself for the achievement tat haf matured me. (though not much..) I will push on in my studies and hope to do my best in my CCAs, water polo and NCC-Land. I pray hard tat my lifelong dreams will come alive..

Signing off with tears(crocodile) in my eyes,
{tzilaixXx}

{tzilaixXx} first blog

2005-04-27T22:50:00.000-07:00

yo evrybodi..tis is Kenneth la..my blog(or online journal.wadeva) todae kai zhang(open) le. hope not the dae it close shop la..
pls -f-o-r-g-i-v-e- me if tis blog failure. i am not good in writing journals mah..i hope u all will enjoy reading my blog and rec-co-mand it to ppl u noe..jus tell them u found someone whose blog makes their face look good :)

ok la..i scared u all see my blog puke too much le..i go i go...BYE!